It is a very rare treat when J takes a nap and I find a few quiet moments to myself. This happened yesterday.
It is sort of a frantic feeling at first. "My child is asleep and I do not know what to do with myself!" Expecting him to wake at the immediate closing of his eyes, I watch and I wait.....still sleeping! Then tip toe out of the room, backwards, and breathe.
Naptime is the restart button for moms.